心中有爱，才能唱出诗篇。
把打击当作爱，有多少人这么看得开？
把专辑名为爱的诗篇，只因为她觉得自己从小到大得到很多爱。
这句话出自一个经历过父母相继离开，从小在育幼院长大的女孩口中固然让人难探期间的深沉奥秘。
遇到考验时我只会自怜自艾，反反复复问着“为什么是我？”
从当天的叛逆到如今的自闭，我依旧无法释怀。
为自己绑了无数的结，不知何时解开。
追求着自己也说不出到底是在追求什么的那份倔强， 我知道，我病了。
22 February 2009
余音绕梁
09 February 2009
How Big a mistake are you going to make?
It's been about a week time since I came back in Malacca for the last sem in my beta year after the CNY.
However, it seem that everything was not suiting themselves in the proper way. I found myself having a miserable time in which I failed to wake up on time and my mind was programmed to receive meaningless collection of randomness instead of storing the instructions in whatever organ just like what it did before.
Well, there was hell to pay.
I missed my lab session today due to the reason that my mind lost its ability to differentiate Monday and Friday.
It might be appeared as a minor err for some of the mortals out there.
I did see this as a pocket-size slip and I am working for a replacement throughout it.
The problem here is that we all make mistakes, but the result of these mistakes varies drastically depending on the environment in which we make them.
What about a student who will split her soul and physical and end up having an avatar in another medium everytime during the lecture especially for Engineering Maths?
Do not try to ask where her avatar went because she herself don't even had the address.
For my friends out there who are taking medicine, don't ever try this otherwise you will stick needles into people's eyes, rather than their bottoms.
Hoping myself will begin deforming to be a normal individual and won't turn some poor unfortunate soul who just happened to be in the wrong job on the wrong day into a human punchbag.
However, it seem that everything was not suiting themselves in the proper way. I found myself having a miserable time in which I failed to wake up on time and my mind was programmed to receive meaningless collection of randomness instead of storing the instructions in whatever organ just like what it did before.
Well, there was hell to pay.
I missed my lab session today due to the reason that my mind lost its ability to differentiate Monday and Friday.
It might be appeared as a minor err for some of the mortals out there.
I did see this as a pocket-size slip and I am working for a replacement throughout it.
The problem here is that we all make mistakes, but the result of these mistakes varies drastically depending on the environment in which we make them.
What about a student who will split her soul and physical and end up having an avatar in another medium everytime during the lecture especially for Engineering Maths?
Do not try to ask where her avatar went because she herself don't even had the address.
For my friends out there who are taking medicine, don't ever try this otherwise you will stick needles into people's eyes, rather than their bottoms.
Hoping myself will begin deforming to be a normal individual and won't turn some poor unfortunate soul who just happened to be in the wrong job on the wrong day into a human punchbag.
06 February 2009
That's going to happen......
It seems that most of us will have to make revolutionary choices in those coming days. And belows are the choices which nearly all the human beings will perform.
1st option: Forget about your interests and what you like doing and venture in a chore which you know you hate doing but the money issues are getting worse than ever and you have no other ways of earning that much, or at least as much as you need to be earning and meet all your disbursals.
2nd option: You keep doing what you are doing and keep hoping that somehow, and soon you will be earning the kind of money that you need.
Is there an option of not making a choice?
If yes, then show me the way.
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